This video here is going to show you guys, how I trim my natural hair. If you do have more advice please comment and let me know.

I hope this video helps , so press play and enjoy

Byyyee =)

Hey everyone 

I woke up in this morning, check out some news video on YouTube. Then I saw this one here, that i thought it was really interesting subject. And I suggest that you  press play and watch it before you can with your comment or opinion.

Here is my opinion about touching my hair: 
When I was younger, my mom always style me and sister hair to school. And that time i didn't know much about hair. and people were touching it.....because I don't know but I didn't like it at all. For me you have to ask me first IF it's okay to touch it or if you have some question to ask. until then people were asking soo many question and i was tired of it so when people ask me if my hair was real , I just say Yes to them and then they walk away. When I was getting older I was using ( back then my hair was not natural) weave, box braids alll kind of different style and plus my hair was relax they kids were still touching. Because they thought it was really cool.

But honestly speaking here, I don't like it back then and I still don't like it either. They were playing my hair LOL, like it was a doll. It's a no no for me here.  Right now people in Sweden  already know our tricks about we African women or everybody doing our hair. Now days when I turned to natural people don't touch it anymore because they know this time my hair is REAL and not FAKE. Am every surprise to see people treat me different because my natural hair, they ask me some question and I have the answer and this time I let some of them really touch my hair but not everybody. And some of people still look at me in a different which i don't like so i just leave it there so yea.

Here is a pic of it :

Yeap that was it for today... am soo tired Goodnight

Yes!!! I have finally change my design blog , that represent me. And I love it !!!!! I hope you guys love it too. Still my old picture is not done yet am still working on it.

What do you guys think about my new blog design?

Nahhh, I do not like this is at all!!!! That my parents thinks it would be better if I stay in Sweden..... yea it would but that it's not going to change for me, for what I want. NO NO NO Even doe here you got no problem in Sweden , here the government will help you and alll compare with American especially New York.

They see me as I can't make at all....because my behavior???? And plus the money issues???? I do not want anything easy and simple I want something HARD and success GOOD . There is nothing in this WORLD, is simple. Everything comes in small. I do understand what they are saying but I will still not change my mind of this , I'm not going to GIVE UP. I AM SURVIVE!!!!!

The second from my opinion is that they see me as a failure ..... that I would make it trough???? Like what the F**CK srry for my language am just mad because of alll this. And the fact that they can't accept me for who I am, that is what it makes me sooo angry. I know do some Booshiit stuff and stupid without even thinking it ( everybody does) and I still doing my process, am still changing myself by step by step. I do know my mistakes, and am still learning from them but this all conservation WILL NOT I REPEAT will not change my mind. If I want to move out from Sweden  and study and live things HARD, then so BE IT. The devil wants to punish me , then AM SOOO READY TO TAKE ANY CHALLENGES cuz WILL NOT GIVE UP.

I want this sooo badly and right now  all the sudden they giving me a second thought?And what my grades from high school?  They should know what I gets from high school and what I have deserved from it is what I have choose it to be. Nobody in this house help I did it for myself, I work so hard to get a good grade. They shouldn't be mad about it that I didn't get all an A.

 No NO for me it is the parents to give you the motivation to try harder and be good about it, and be proud of their own child. The joy from it that is what I want and just that " yea I get D because I didn't do well enough in school I just hanging with friends no no. Sweden is hard and the teacher are  really fucked up, the learning is really not GOOD AT ALL. Some of the teachers in high school sometimes you don't even know why they wanted to be a teacher.  for the first place!!!

And they want me to think about it? No, I have already think about it and I will still not change it.
My friends know me, that I will not give up on this if it takes years or more than  that , I am so ready for it. If a human begin can make it WHY CAN'T I?

I know in Gods willing he knows his plans and he knows that everything will be alright for me.

I WILL PROVE  THEM WRONG

Hey everyone

I have notice that, all my Pictures on blog is also GONE. So right now I have to tru all of them and put the Pictures back. Which is really stupid because I didn't know until I remember that I delete all my album Picture on my phone because it was just too much for me.

 I had a lot of album on my phone ( picasa albums) If u guys understand me, and i wanted to delete. And when I finally did.... my blog become a other problem.....DAMN

WEll I guesses that I have deal this later...SUCKS!!!!

I'm soo soo mad and very disappointed....

I didn't like the way my mother was talking about my natural hair. From every people....this is what I heard from her mouth. Okay , if don't like it....but it's my hair, MY HAIR!!! I choose the way and not you. I was soo pissed off that everything I said was... I don't know. But you guys and my friends are the only supports for me, and that's means a lot for me, even doe. And i just ask myself...why can't we all come together as one. To gather as one u know.

We are was natural from the begin but went to relaxer for a reason , and some of them like me went back to natural , and some of you didn't. So why do we have this anger inside or why are we sooo against it? Can't we just give some advice for each other and just let our beautiful hair grow healthy... even doe we choose this way.

To be honest  you guys I really don't like mother,who put perm on their on child when they are like 3 years old. Now that is not okay for me. And who the society brainwash we all.... or women and girls who are just killing  to have a barbie hair look or don't like nappy hair. Now that's soo sad for me. I will always keep fighting and embrace for who I am.

What do you guys think?

HEY MY READERS

It has been awhile now since, I upload something new on my blog. Well i have my reasons, why i haven't keep in touch with you guys for a month.

It's because i got a lot of things to do with my homework , specially when am going to graduate about Three Days... soo it was really stressful. Plus I have to help my parents with the party, and my school stuff.... Everything was just too much on my plate. Plus the prom..... oooh dear I wish I could really tell guys how stressful I really was. I have piss off but at the end Everything Went good ( Thank God)

The prom was last month May 24th, I bought the ticket , it was expensive but it was Worth it. everything Went on ponit. Soo.. yea.. ooo I Went there with my two Girls friends African ladies , Philomina and Sheba.

Since I didn't show you guys the Pictures I decide to show video Pictures instead on my channel YouTube. I made this video all by myself I hope you guys really love it and don't forget to subscribe. That night at the club was the best day EVER!!!!

Just Press play and enjoy =)