Nahhh, I do not like this is at all!!!! That my parents thinks it would be better if I stay in Sweden..... yea it would but that it's not going to change for me, for what I want. NO NO NO Even doe here you got no problem in Sweden , here the government will help you and alll compare with American especially New York.

They see me as I can't make at all....because my behavior???? And plus the money issues???? I do not want anything easy and simple I want something HARD and success GOOD . There is nothing in this WORLD, is simple. Everything comes in small. I do understand what they are saying but I will still not change my mind of this , I'm not going to GIVE UP. I AM SURVIVE!!!!!

The second from my opinion is that they see me as a failure ..... that I would make it trough???? Like what the F**CK srry for my language am just mad because of alll this. And the fact that they can't accept me for who I am, that is what it makes me sooo angry. I know do some Booshiit stuff and stupid without even thinking it ( everybody does) and I still doing my process, am still changing myself by step by step. I do know my mistakes, and am still learning from them but this all conservation WILL NOT I REPEAT will not change my mind. If I want to move out from Sweden  and study and live things HARD, then so BE IT. The devil wants to punish me , then AM SOOO READY TO TAKE ANY CHALLENGES cuz WILL NOT GIVE UP.

I want this sooo badly and right now  all the sudden they giving me a second thought?And what my grades from high school?  They should know what I gets from high school and what I have deserved from it is what I have choose it to be. Nobody in this house help I did it for myself, I work so hard to get a good grade. They shouldn't be mad about it that I didn't get all an A.

 No NO for me it is the parents to give you the motivation to try harder and be good about it, and be proud of their own child. The joy from it that is what I want and just that " yea I get D because I didn't do well enough in school I just hanging with friends no no. Sweden is hard and the teacher are  really fucked up, the learning is really not GOOD AT ALL. Some of the teachers in high school sometimes you don't even know why they wanted to be a teacher.  for the first place!!!

And they want me to think about it? No, I have already think about it and I will still not change it.
My friends know me, that I will not give up on this if it takes years or more than  that , I am so ready for it. If a human begin can make it WHY CAN'T I?

I know in Gods willing he knows his plans and he knows that everything will be alright for me.

I WILL PROVE  THEM WRONG

Hey everyone

I have notice that, all my Pictures on blog is also GONE. So right now I have to tru all of them and put the Pictures back. Which is really stupid because I didn't know until I remember that I delete all my album Picture on my phone because it was just too much for me.

 I had a lot of album on my phone ( picasa albums) If u guys understand me, and i wanted to delete. And when I finally did.... my blog become a other problem.....DAMN

WEll I guesses that I have deal this later...SUCKS!!!!

I'm soo soo mad and very disappointed....

I didn't like the way my mother was talking about my natural hair. From every people....this is what I heard from her mouth. Okay , if don't like it....but it's my hair, MY HAIR!!! I choose the way and not you. I was soo pissed off that everything I said was... I don't know. But you guys and my friends are the only supports for me, and that's means a lot for me, even doe. And i just ask myself...why can't we all come together as one. To gather as one u know.

We are was natural from the begin but went to relaxer for a reason , and some of them like me went back to natural , and some of you didn't. So why do we have this anger inside or why are we sooo against it? Can't we just give some advice for each other and just let our beautiful hair grow healthy... even doe we choose this way.

To be honest  you guys I really don't like mother,who put perm on their on child when they are like 3 years old. Now that is not okay for me. And who the society brainwash we all.... or women and girls who are just killing  to have a barbie hair look or don't like nappy hair. Now that's soo sad for me. I will always keep fighting and embrace for who I am.

What do you guys think?

HEY MY READERS

It has been awhile now since, I upload something new on my blog. Well i have my reasons, why i haven't keep in touch with you guys for a month.

It's because i got a lot of things to do with my homework , specially when am going to graduate about Three Days... soo it was really stressful. Plus I have to help my parents with the party, and my school stuff.... Everything was just too much on my plate. Plus the prom..... oooh dear I wish I could really tell guys how stressful I really was. I have piss off but at the end Everything Went good ( Thank God)

The prom was last month May 24th, I bought the ticket , it was expensive but it was Worth it. everything Went on ponit. Soo.. yea.. ooo I Went there with my two Girls friends African ladies , Philomina and Sheba.

Since I didn't show you guys the Pictures I decide to show video Pictures instead on my channel YouTube. I made this video all by myself I hope you guys really love it and don't forget to subscribe. That night at the club was the best day EVER!!!!

Just Press play and enjoy =)

Hey everyone yesterday was the last of Eurovision concert. And the winner was Denmark!!!! I love that song. Anyway those pictures here was taking on 14th May they were having something there so I decide to go there and see, what they are doing there. It was some performers there dancing group, singing group but it was a lot of people there, it was very warm, I couldn't stay longer. So I left early But It was nice i really enjoyed it.

When I was at home yesterday watching, the final together with my family it was sooo fun.

I made 8 flat twist on my hair, as you can see on my picture. After that I wait for 1h 30 min, rinse it and TADAA!! I put a little bit leav-in beautiful textures and little bit of moisture from the same brand.  Today I was the shrinkage day!!! Embrace it!!! Tonight am going to my stretch hair and I post tomorrow the result of it.